đPolyamoryđ â itâs not always easy, and being in a relationship with three of us was a real challenge, especially in the beginning. I felt jealousyđ„č. I could allow myself to see others and have sex with others, but when my partners did the same, it really hurt me. Maybe it was my age, or maybe it was because this is my first long, healthy relationship.After certain events that separated us for a while, I realized how deeply I love them, and that jealousy just faded away. In fact, sometimes I even want to take part, and Iâve discovered it excites me to see my partners with others. Realizing Iâm a bit of a âcuckold womanâ was amusing, but it also felt freeing.đNow I understand that you canât limit othersâ feelings, and I, too, can experience love and attraction outside of these relationships. Iâm grateful that my love isnât confined to just one person. This freedom to love is truly beautiful.đPolyamory isnât for everyone, and thatâs okay. But for me, itâs like holding up a mirror, revealing how much love I have to give, and thatâs something Iâm proud of. Love freely, and allow yourself to be open to what truly matters to youâ„ïž